Ok- I am a bit depressed now that soon it will be a month that I was let go from my job. It is so pathetic that I am so "work or job defined". I am feeling really disconnected from the outside world. January was NOT a good month. I had the flu, got fired, my husband has been sick, and we have spent alot of money on fixing his "winter" car only to find out that now we are going to have to finally tow it to a junk dealer. I have had this car since 1990 and it has been a very good one but now it is time to let go. (sounds like i was a bit attached to an object yes?!) You get the idea...alot of things piling one on top of the other. If not for church I don't know what I would do. I have a very supportive family and my church but I am still whining. The only times I have felt really good lately have been in church- choir practice or sunday school or worship service. I feel like I serve a purpose when I am involved with church. I had been doing pretty well up until the last few days. Just wanted to vent! Thank you for listening-you guys have been great to me!!
**If its gonna be....its up to me! **
Hugs,
Mary
Hugs,
Mary
