Hi all!
Well, its only 9pm pacific time but thought I'd start tomorrow's thread! What can I say I have been mia for so long now and I'm truly sorry, I really am fighting this place right now, I know we are all friends but sometimes this place just makes me face myself, so sometimes its easier to run and hide, I know not everybody posts everyday but after back reading a few post, I just had a realization of just how much we all need each other! 

Boston, I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time with the food, right now I'm right there with you, I just can't seem to get it together, I did go shopping for healthy foods today and I had a good day today, I am taking one day at a time and hoping for another good one tomorrow, One meal at a time, one glass of water at a time, one good choice at a time!
Cheryl, I hear ya on the social aspect of life, I am finding myself not wanting to be social at all, I want to be alone in my own little world, to the point that I haven't gone to church in 3 weeks, when I was losing weight and feeling good I was a social butterfly, I am so sick of this way of life! I really want to make some changes!!
Sandi, Congratulations on your loss, I am impressed with your post, you are showing us that it just takes some good choices and not beating ourselves up, I'm so happy to have you posting here!
Donna, My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Karrie, I will NEVER forget the night we had to leave my Dad at a nursing home for the first time after his stroke, I felt like I was leaving my infant with strangers! In time he ended up being fine there, he used to like sitting in the hallway and watching everything going on, Keep trusting in God and I pray that you will have a better time of all this soon!
Hello to everyone, I hope you are all well!
As for me, life here has been really busy, seems like it gets busier and busier lately, sometimes I feel so pulled and yanked and I am forgetting who I am! I seem to feel a lot of sadness in me deep down, I know I'll get this all figured out soon, I don't want to feel like this forever! I miss my Mom, I think that may be where all this is coming from, she's alive but she's dead, its complicated to explain, I hardly see her any more, she even canceled coming over on Sara's birthday, that broke Sara's heart! I think my Mom just wants to die and she is just biding her time! I don't know I can't really talk about it any more without crying, I too just need to keep trusting in God and not try to always figure everything out!
Anyways, Tomorrow, is going to be a good day, I have my day planned out and I'm going to do this!
Have a BLESSED Monday!

