Hi everyone! 

Well, here I am again, Fat sick and nearly dead! Ugh! why do I keep doing this to myself! I'm in a big funk, I'm trying hard to kick my butt out of this, I don't like a lot of the situations going on on in my life right now, I have a family that just isn't the way I envisioned it all to be, where'd I go wrong as a Mom, they all seem to have NO ambition, no drive to strive in this life! I don't know, I just got some things to fix here, I need to build up courage to do something about it! I hate my life right now, I hate the way I look and feel with this weight, I hate that I gained it all back again, I don't know ladies, I'm feeling so broken.....

So with that said! I'm here, I'm trying to pick myself back up and heal the wrongs! 

I hope you are all doing good and life is treating you better than its been treating me! 

I really need to get here more!!!!

Have a good day!

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