Oh Boston, bless your heart! I can feel your pain and desperation in your words. As Julie said you did the hard thing getting on the scale and owning the # you saw. I will definitely say a prayer for you to be able to come up with a plan that works for you. Weight loss is hard for sure but I believe your life would change in good ways if you are successful. Your health would greatly improve and you would feel much better. I'm still struggling myself but I will not give up! Don't you give up either, Boston. You can do this! Don't look at the number of total pounds you think you need to lose, that is too overwhelming. Just think of it in terms of any weight you can lose, even 5 pounds, will make a big difference.
Hello to everyone else, I'll be back later!
Annie