Boston! I'm so sorry that you are going through this but what comes to my mind is that you already faced the hardest part of it all, seeing that number and getting out of denial, congratualtions that you took the first step! Now I think you need to start with not beating yourself up, beating yourself up is NOT going to help heal you. Boston, God LOVES you and wants you to be happy, the devil is the one who wants us to be miserable, I say get on the computer and start studying every part of the bible that has something in it pertaining to food, self control, etc... the power you have inside you is GOD strength! I believe that if you prayfully give this over to God, he will show you what you need to do and he will give you the strength beyond anything you ever knew. Let Jesus be your motivator, your motivation! I will pray for you Boston, I will pray that the Lord will show you the way ... for Jesus said ... I am the way the truth and the life John 14:6 

Ok, update on my friend....
We have an 8lb 6oz. 21in. long perfect little Donovan... God is awesome! Both Mom and baby doing great!

Sara is going to the movies today with her friend, I am taking them, leaving to pick up friend at 1 take them to the movies then the friends mom is bringing home. Patrick and Tiff are coming over for Steak and chicken fajita's, I colored my hair, tomorrow going to get it cut. I need to get cleaning here, what a day! oh Boston, my friend goes to get the colonoscopy on March 7, they took 11 viles of blood, she should be getting results tomorrow!

Ok, back this evening when the house is settle down!

MUCH LOVE  TO YOU ALL!!! 

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