I have a lot I need to be up doing but I am very emotional right now and wanted to post first.

Kathlleen, good to have you back.  Enjoy your free time while it lasts.

Sandy, I hope the repairman comes on soon so you don't have to wait around all day.  Yes, we got so much snow and the roads were terrible yesterday according to the news.  Its supposed to warm up in the 40's today so hopefully it will leave soon.  Its snowed so hard yesterday and it looks like every branch on the trees are covered as well as everything else.  Its so pretty. 

Julie, I hope the mom, dd and new baby will all be alright.  When does the mom go to the doctor to see about what is wrong with her stomach?  She does sound like she has had a hard life.  Let us know how they all are when you can.

Annie, hope you enjoyed your evening with your son and dil.  I bet you are excited over the trip to the beach coming up.  On the turkey breasts, I used to always put them in a reynolds bag and bake them but lately I have just been putting them in the crockpot and letting it take care of it.  I really like them but our walmart is usually out of them.  They will have whole turkeys but not just the breast most of the time when I look for them.

Well I finally got on the scale.  I haven't been on one in a very long time.  I knew I had gained a lot and I was right.  I knew even my biggest clothes felt different and my double chin is much bigger not to mention I feel so bad almost all the time.  I feel swelled and my legs hurt to even get up out of the chair.  I have ate and ate for months and ate so much sugar.  Well this morning I saw a number that I had never seen as the first one.  I am not surprised but at the same time I am so ashamed I let it get this out of control.  I was so afraid to get on the scale and kept putting it off.  I wish I had faced it a long time ago but I didn't and now I am at an all time high by a lot.  So if any of you can help or pray for me please I need you.  I feel like I am dying and I want my life back.  Well I am off to fix me some oatmeal so you all have a good day and I will check in later.