Good morning Annie and all to follow.

I hope everyone is having a good start to their weekend. I am just taking a bit of a breather this morning and trying to sort a few things in my own head (plus I think I have a slight hangover - I only drink MAYBE once a year, so 4 drinks really does a number on me!!!). Work threw another curve at me this week, and I am not sure at this point if I can, or even want to deal with it anymore. Last night was the first night in all of my time with the company, that I actually left work early (mind you only 1/2 an hour). I am expecting my boss to be in this weekend, and I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. I have started to look at other jobs today. I truly do love mine, but sometimes enough is enough. We will have to see how it goes. I am not completely ready to throw in the towel yet, but I at least have to look at a few options and be a bit prepared in the even that the time comes.

I am headed home on Tuesday for one week. Then I will be back and filling in for payroll if need be, indefinitely. We will also now be starting to have meetings on a weekly or regular basis (my boss, my supervisor, the accountant and myself). I finally figured out last night what is really bugging me....I work hard, and I have tried my best to do a good job....Out of the 4 of us that are going to be meeting, they are all 'Supervisors' or authority figures, and I am just something that my boss obviously feels needs to have a 'Supervisor'!! That is what hurts). I guess I am afraid today that if my boss comes in and brings it up, that we may be addressing it today!

I said I was going to start meditation, but it hasn't started yet. Tonight I think I am going to go to Walmart and buy a relaxing music CD, and get started. I need a stress reliever, and I need to do some serious sole searching.

I haven't had a change to go back and read all the posts, but I hope everyone is doing well. I am almost scared to get home and weigh myself, as I have been doing terrible this time here.

Well, I have to get 'something' done today, so I should get started. Have a great day everyone.