Hi Michelle, Sunshine and everyone else. I went to visit one of my brothers today. I need to do better about visiting my family. Seems those things are just too easy to put off.

I took several bags of stuff to charity today and several bags of clothes to my brother. It feels good to get rid of stuff no one here can use and hopefully be helping someone else at the same time.

Yes, Michelle and Sunshine I have tried what seems like a million times to talk to my husband but it does no good whatsoever. He used to at least be willing to talk a little but now he refuses to talk about our problems. Its very hard on me because I believe being able to talk in any situation is the only way to find a solution. Michelle, you are right when I eat the only person I am punishing is myself but sometimes as sick as it sounds I feel like food is right at the moment my friend. I know its not but I guess I am looking for some comfort right then and there. I am truely a messed up chick. I just always wanted to feel loved and cherished by my husband so badly and I just have never had that for the most part. I have never learned how to get over it and accept it. Thats not to say I don't have many blessings in my life because I do but its a void and it hurts and I don't know how to move on from it. I guess I really have moved on because I continue each day and I keep trying but still inside the void is there.

Well I hope each of you have a great night and good Sunday. Take care and I hope things are going good for you all food and exercise wise and in every other way too.