Well gosh Debbie said about everything I was going too :D

The fact you are striving to move forward shows your not a failure. Failing would be giving up entirely and deeming yourself hopeless and I see lots of hope left in you!

Im not on WW either. I count calories although not as strict a system as Deb as I dont worry about my percentages. I just make sure I get enough protein for my weights and that I dont eat too many white flours or refined sugars. I opt for grains and natural sugars. I think my plan is very close to WW As Im pretty free to eat what I want I just have to account for it and if I make poor choices, I feel it. Its a 'true to self' thing with me.. I could hide in the kitchen and hogdown a twinky and although noone knows, *I* know. Thats been a lesson Ive had to learn over and over... *ME* knowing is much more important than them knowing.

well now im rambling! I know you can do it, I have no doubt in my mind.
~*~Tiff~*~

225/152/148 by 2/14/03

Ive found Tiff again and you know what? I think I like her.

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