I was kind of wondering the same thing about the home schooling. Do you have to do it, or is it your choice? I know when I was in school it was a lot easier for me to keep the weight off. Now that I'm a stay at home mom, I am around food all day, not being forced to walk from one end of school to another for class, or do sit ups for gym, and I've been packing it on. It might be something you might want to reconsider. Other than that, don't beat yourself up, just remember that you are worth picking yourself up and dusting yourself off. You've done so well up till now, I know you have it in you!

Karly